My ex broke up with me weeks ago and I still haven't gotten over it. It was a bad break-up and I still have so many feelings for him.
My friend and I have been going out and seeing each other. We even kissed a few times and said "I love you" to each other, but I don't know if it's real love that I feel. I feel like I rushed into everything too quick. I did say that I want to be just friends with him, but it's like he's rushing into everything too quick, as well. I do honestly think we're just friends with benefits. I never confirmed anything when it comes to being in a relationship with him. Of course, we've been quite acting like a couple, but I'm still in love with my ex and I think this relationship with my current friend is just a "friends with benefits" kind of thing.
We're going out to see a movie tonight and I've been thinking a lot about just telling him that I need to take a break from relationships... even if it's for a long time, but I can't do it today or tomorrow, since we're going out and I feel that it would be too disrespectful to bring that up so soon.