Ok I had a horrible break up almost two months ago now, we were together just over a year. Things were great until last July when I found out she was talking with her ex. We talked about it and decided to stay together. To make a really long story shorter I caught her two more times talking to her ex, but once again we worked it out. Also I should say she has a past with drugs, something I was uncomfortable with but accepted. So things were pretty good up until March of this year. That's when she started acting different and I was let's just say never really past the whole her talking to her ex situation, so I wasn't the same person I was when we first met. I paid for rent, bills, food etc. The entire relationship which also changed how I acted towards her, I suspected I was being used but pushed that feeling aside since I loved her.
Anyway towards the end of April, the 18th to be exact we got into a fight and she told me she wanted to take a break, I told her OK I understand. Then the next day I asked her that morning if we were still taking that break, she said yes it will be good for us. So I left for the day, ended up stupidly texting an ex of mine, realized it was something I didn't want to do so I never replied to her message back. Then that night she tells me she doesn't want to take that break, that she still loves me. So we had a heart to heart talk for hours, which is when she asked me if I had talked to anyone or texted anyone, I lied and said no. :/ Then Sunday was a great day, everything seemed to be OK and back to normal.
That Monday she had my phone (she needed it for work) and my ex texted me. By the time I got home she had already packed her things and left. I tried contacting her and she never replied. Then to make matters way worse I went to where she was staying and for my sake I'll just say I got into some legal trouble. No I didn't lay a hand on her. But since then I have heard nothing from her.
So my question is do I need to just accept what happened and move on? Or is there ANY chance she'll take me back at some point?