I have always wanted to wait for the right person to come along, or for marriage, however, i'm at a point in my life where I want to enjoy sex and become more sexually active. The problem is I have only slept with one person, and we only had sex twice. He was very small, therefore, I do not feel as if I lost my virginity. It has been 5 years and I have absolutely no idea how to become sexually active at the age of 32. I'm afraid of the pain and afraid that I will be rejected once I tell a guy i'm practically a virgin even though I've had sex. It actually feels extremely embarrassing to start at such an old age. Most of the men I date do not know i'm inexperienced and make it pretty clear they want an experienced woman. I waited so long for the right person, and it would be a shame to have sex again with someone who might be rough on me because i'm too embarrassed to tell him that i'm practically a virgin. Does anyone have any advice as to how I can become sexually active again? Are men turned off by virgins? Someone help!